Easy life... Stay up late, watching TV or messing with the
Seems great, but what is this feeling of unease, scratching at my soul? I know, I'll pay dearly for taking it easy now: pay with my health, pay by reaping the consequences of the things postponed or not done.
Mr. P., my counsel, and I figured it out: my resistance to normality, to the common sense which life demands, stems from my mom's dominating and controlling ways. But she is gone, and I am left to struggle with myself for every small, common sense thing that I need to do! It can't go on like that!
Get up, Dina, get off your ample behind and get moving! Today I will call Mary to go to the pool. I will watch, what I eat, repent and give God my thanks and ask Him for help.
Love and blessings to all of you!
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